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Saturday, 26 July 2008
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another decent sized update.
trying to even out for not being here.
comments & subs are nice
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Cory: Don’t risk anything you aren’t willing to lose
Feeny: I didn’t teach you that
Cory: it’s just something I picked up along the way
[ Boy Meets World ]
The only reason you don't have any answers yet,
is because you're afraid to ask yourself the right questions
I'm leaning on the fence
between past and present tense.
and i'm losing all those stupid
games i swore i'd never play.
but it almost feels okay.
The hardest part was getting this close to you,
& giving up on this dream I built with you;
A fairy tale that isn't coming true.
I don't want to see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take
There's no use in you looking
There's nothing left for you to break
Baby please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces
Pieces- Rascal Flats
I decided that enough is enough. that since
you obviously don't care about me anymore,
i'm going to move on. easier said than done,
i suppose. because at the end of the day,
i'm staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks.
Just look at what you've done to medon't know if it's the way he says my name,
or the way he catches me staring at him and
pretends not to notice the smile on my face.
Maybe it's just the way he makes me feel about myself,
even when I'm down. But when I look at him,
I see all those memories of us.
And I just wonder if maybe he's still seeing them, too. <3
&& maybe it's not about who you're friends with
but how honest you are to your real friends. &&
maybe it's not about what you look like but how
you think you look like and your attitude.. `&&
maybe it's not about what life will bring you ;
but how you handle all the things that come x3
I know technically we're not together,
but forget the title and whatever / Because if you
look into my eyes and listen to what I have
to say / You'll know I'm the one girl
who will never walk away <33The one thing I'm scared most about right now is that I'll lose the one thing that makes my heart skip a beat every second of the day. Having him there to hug, to hold & to kiss makes everything seem so perfect. He's the one who makes me want to wake up in the morning, makes me feel like going to school & to stay awake at night. I smile & laugh every second I'm with him & it feels like time just stops when he's there with me. I cherish the time I spend with him now because who knows if something would ever happen to break us apart. All I really want is him to be with me for me, not for something more. This is the first time I feel that I can't screw this up because if I do, I know he'll just leave & I'm not letting this one go because he's real, the one that understands me out of every guy out there that I've ever met or known. I'm scared to get hurt again, too many tears lost, too much time wasted. I hope that he's the boy that's going to be there for me, always. The one who actually keeps his word & promises.
Just to say i love you never seems enough. I've said it
so many times. I am afraid you wont understand what i
really mean when i say it. How can so much feeling, so
much adoration possibly fit into those three little words.
But until I find some other way of saying how I feel, then
"I Love You" will have to do. So no matter how many times
I say it, never take it lightly, for you are my life, and my only love.
I love you more now then i ever did before.
Saturday I saw you holding hands with someone
new
Somehow I kept my composure just like everything was cool
But inside I kept repeating
"Don't you let them see you cry"
So I casually turned my head,
As the tears rolled down my eyes
Let's face it ...we've changed.
We've all changed. Somewhere between summer ending
and school starting, We've all gone in our own directions.
Hearts were broken, friendships diminished,
new love started and new people came into our lives.
We no longer spend all of our time in our own circle of friends,
We no longer talk for hours about nothing at all.
We've changed -- some for the better, some for the worse.
Some of us are finding love and others are trying to let go.
Even though we've changed, we all know that even though
we're all finding our own place in the world,
that when we find love, when we let go of love,
when the tears fall, or the happy smile spreads across our face ...
we'll come to each other because no matter where
this crazy world takes us and no matter what happens,
nothing will ever changed so much to the point
that we're not all friends forever."My heart, it feels like my chest can barely contain it.
Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me anymore.
It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange-no gifts,
no goods, no demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too.
Just your heart, in exchange for mine." -StardustSomehow the way you look at me
Makes my heart go crazy
And somehow the way you call me babe
Makes me want to call you baby
Somehow the way you hug me
Makes me want to be there forever
And somehow the way you kiss me
Makes me know there's no one better.have no idea what it is.
you know that i still care about you,
Maybe it's your dedication for what you love.
Maybe it's your smile and the way your eyes sparkle when your passion shows through-
or maybe it's the way you love me so much...
but something about you has got me addicted,
and always leaves me wanting more.
and i don't have to tell you that.
you can just tell by the way i look at you,
and i could tell you a hundred times
that i don't care about you but you know i still do.the thing about you is -- you're fun.
you make me laugh and make me feel more alive.
okay, you make me a little crazy sometimes, but
there are these moments in my mind, crystal clear
images of you and me and how we fit together, and
it all just makes such perfect sense, and i know what i want,
i want time with you.ever have that one person in your life that you just can't give
up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time
yet you always seem to give them another chance, and no
matter how many times you say this is their last one, you
know its a lie because there's always just one more waiting
for them. the one person you know you're better off without
but yet you can't find a way to let them go because deep
down inside you wouldn't know what to do without them.
the one person you know doesn't deserve you but yet
you choose to over look it because you love him. -
I'm Michelle. I'm probably one of the randomest people you'll ever meet. [And I'm aware "randomest" isn't a word]. I'm not on xanga much anymore, but my posts are pretty cool. you should check it out and message me on AIM [wild_child_x135]
Sunday, 24 February 2008
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random update
I can't wait until Twilight comes out. aslkdfhaskdlfh. I love those books. but the casting isn't what I expected. =(
Friday, 21 September 2007
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I'm Michelle. I'm nothing you'd expect and everything you can't handle. I'd die without music. I try not to be judgmental, but I'm extremely stubborn. I'd do just about anything to make my friends happy. I’m not perfect, but neither are you- get over yourself. If you knew me yesterday, please don't think that I'm the same person you're meeting today. I love to talk, but try to keep up, I’m really random. I have many bad habits and addictions. Don't let my smile fool you, I hurt too. I love to have fun. I can party just as hard as any of you, you doubt me? I'll just have to prove you wrong.
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